>Speaking in Abstract.

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I’ve been…blog reading. I came across stuff that shocked, and….well, let’s not get into how I felt by what I read.

All my life, I’ve tried to do the right thing, regarding my relationship with women. Somehow or the other, I wasnt able to get it right this time. I…won’t start to talk specifically now. It seems to me like my speaking in abstract terms suits me just fine, and the people who read this blog and are meant to understand, will understand.

I’ve been called a lot of things. A lot of things have been said about me. I will not try to defend myself.

Someone told me, once, that in a relationship which is being dissolved, the person who wields power isnt actually the one who makes like everything is ok. The one who wields power is the one who is supposedly not handling things well.

It hurts, when people who are supposed to know better, say things about you that are just….crazy. on friday, two people who i thought would know better, told me not to go on a rebound spree…me. Adeyemi? I was so pissed. Now, I read stuff about my actions in this blog and…I don’t even know what to say….

Now, I’ve decided. I cannot let this power over my life linger.

I loved… I loved with all my heart, and soul, and mind. I did everything to keep that love. That love….left. It cannot be brought back. And for my own safety and peace of mind, I’ve decided to let it go. I said I would always be there….this is true. I was told that…it wouldn’t happen again…6 months after the last time…but it did…so what are we saying?

I’m saying that, some situations are beyond my control. I’m saying, that I cannot continue to do this. Let it be said that Adeyemi Adebayo Babajide Gabriel Ishola Fatona is a soulless bastard who was just lying through his teeth. Let that be said. I…will not do this anymore.

This Panda is done.

Ps. Congratulations. You’ve succesfully chased me away.

Location : Kosofe, Lagos,

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Location : Kosofe, Lagos,

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About The Capoeira Panda

Panda makes his home in the world of words and metaphors. In the hopes to be more than just a confused blogger, he currently works as the editor for an ecommerce company that was good enough to hire him, and lives with his flat mates & two imaginary dogs who get along just fine. He enjoys reading good books, writing, relaxing with his friends, & poking fun at his mother over the phone. When he's not doing any of these, he sometimes sits back and wonders why anyone expects to learn anything useful about him by reading this bio. View all posts by The Capoeira Panda

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