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I’m in tears…

My blog application on my phone crashed, & I had to re-install it. So now I’ve lost all the drafts that were on it. So many unfinished pieces. Memories that I’d put down…saving for later. All gone…

Ah well. I guess it’s time to start writing new stuff…making new memories…

Speaking of memories, a friend of mine that’s on Twitter, just reminded me of my days in secondary school, when my class mates used to call me “The Baboon”. Lmao!!! They even had a soundtrack for me. It was the “Upswing” ringtone on the Nokia3510i. It’s so funny now, the way i used to get so riled up about it. I’d get all ticked off, & be vexing & shit. But now, I wonder what the big deal was. I was honestly such a dumb ass kid. In as much as I feel that my mind was wired somewhat differently from the rest of the pack, at the base of it, I couldn’t escape the immaturity that came as a bundle pack with puberty. And in some funny way, I think I’m still stuck with that predicament. I have an old soul, that’s still young at heart. So even though people look at me & think I’m somewhat intelligent & all that, there are times when the teenager that never really got a chance to live comes out in me. So yes, I know I can be immature. It can be a very annoying… even for me.

I think….I think about things way too much. I just let shit weigh me down. Well…Le Beau thinks so, & I’m inclined to agree with him. It’s probably why I have so many mood swings…

He thinks I need people to lighten my load…He may be right. One reason I love my friends so much, is that they help to keep me from thinking about stuff. So when I’m with them, the darkness of sadness doesn’t creep into my heart so much… but then, not so many of them actually know me like that. Some do, but they’re not so many. & for a person to be able to think like you,& think of somethings for you, or keep you from thinking about stuff, they have to be able to relate with the way your mind works. That’s one reason I value the time I get to spend with Le Beau & Oyé bo…because the two of them understand me. They understand me so well that it freaks me out sometimes. But anyways….

So I’m just sitting here in the dark…there’s a power problem in Magodo…PHCN keeps “flashing” us with light…lol. Need to get the gen on. Stuff to be done.

Catch you later Blogsville!

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About The Capoeira Panda

Panda makes his home in the world of words and metaphors. In the hopes to be more than just a confused blogger, he currently works as the editor for an ecommerce company that was good enough to hire him, and lives with his flat mates & two imaginary dogs who get along just fine. He enjoys reading good books, writing, relaxing with his friends, & poking fun at his mother over the phone. When he's not doing any of these, he sometimes sits back and wonders why anyone expects to learn anything useful about him by reading this bio. View all posts by The Capoeira Panda

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