Finally my mortality is made obvious.

Laid bare for me to see like goods at a trade fair. And as much as I wish I could see myself as perfect, my imperfections and precarious balance are obvious and my eye sees clear like a reflection of the sun on a roofing sheet in the hot sun of February.

January… decisions made stay with you for the rest of the year. Well, apparently I’v made one. It’s not necessarily a good one. But it’s what I want. It is what it is, and I want what I want.

All I want is a clear conscience while I get it.

I guess we’re all just inherently selfish, at the end of the day.

About The Capoeira Panda

Panda makes his home in the world of words and metaphors. In the hopes to be more than just a confused blogger, he currently works as the editor for an ecommerce company that was good enough to hire him, and lives with his flat mates & two imaginary dogs who get along just fine. He enjoys reading good books, writing, relaxing with his friends, & poking fun at his mother over the phone. When he's not doing any of these, he sometimes sits back and wonders why anyone expects to learn anything useful about him by reading this bio. View all posts by The Capoeira Panda

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