… listening to Erykah Badu’s “On & On”…
I’m probably meant to be getting dressed for work and all… but right now, Erykah’s voice is quite soothing…
“… if we were made in his image, then call us by our names. Most intellects do not believe in God but, they fear us just the same…”
Isn’t that a bit weird? I mean, it’s true isn’t it? A lot of people (me inclusive), ignore God and all his commandments, but then tailor their lives to fit into some category or the other because they actually give a damn about what regular people think. I’ve never understood that. I mean, if you’re not gonna care about God, why do we care about the average person?
Questions that keep me up at night. *chuckles*
For the last few years, I’ve struggled a bit with my relationship with God. I’ve wondered many times if He actually exists. I mean, there are so many arguments that rationally point to the concept of a god being simply mythological, that I started wavering… and it became difficult to believe. However, I came to the decision that, it’d be much better for me to live like there is a God, and then die and find out that there isn’t, than to live like there is no God, only to die and find out there is. No?
So yeah… I’m trying everyday to find God… to create a place for Him in my life again, instead of trying to do everything by myself. Cos well… I’ve learned the hard way, in recent times, that I’m totally incapable of doing things myself. Maybe I’ll find him in the Bible, or in the lyrics of a song, or in the eyes of my son… I dunno…
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